i think the problem lies with me... maybe its me. i need to be stronger. i need to find my inner self. i have to stop crying over such things. its not worth it. i cannot accept the criticisms anymore. i have lost my confidence about everything in life.

i dont have a family that allows me to do what i want to do. i am not that fortunate. asking me to fight for what i want? dream on. i'll probably be scolded and slapped left right centre. i am a girl. i cannot fight. and i dont like to fight with my old parents. how many more years do they still have? i dont want them to worry at this age. i guess we're just too different. seeing all my friends going abroad with their other halves. what can i do other than envy them?

i wasnt taught to bang new handphones on the table, talk loudly and think of some stupid idea to make and see others quarrel. why not behave and talk like someone of wisdom? just be.. more cultured and refine? why make yourself look like some crude barbarian? i just cant understand. cannot. ever. 12:34 AM

I am sooooo sorry I did not update this blog.. I have been working on my blogshop http://www.prettieroom.blogspot.com/

Do visit it and click on the google ads! =) Help me earn some extra bucks ley.. If not, if u're interested in the stuffs in there, u can email me at prettieroom @gmail.com too! =) 7:47 PM

-Cleans the spider web here-
HELLO PEOPLE!! I'm back to update! Thanks to all who came for my BBQ cum chalet last saturday. It was really enjoyable!! Although the food wasn't really enough, but I hope everyone had their fills! (See lah, never come earlier to snatch food.. Haha...) Thanks for all the presents you guys bought. Receive things like bag, watch, diamond pendent, body shop vouchers, toy dog, bikini, jewelry box.. etc.I shall not type any more rubbish, let the pictures do the talking!! Click on the picture below to view all the pictures!
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Happy Valentine's day!

Comparing to last year's Vday, this year's is not as exciting. No free food or walking out from a shop, he cooked for me. =) Err.. the end result is okay lah.. Abit saltish, wasted some food, but good attempt.. AND i have a bouquet of flowers! =D Thanks dear!


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2:40 PM

Melly christmas everyone! Today's christmas and I had a wonderful eve. =) Was celebrating our one year anniversary yesterday. Had dinner at Mr Bean's at Selegie road, then I am Legend at the Cathay, and finally, countdown on the roads on Orchard. Bought a bag at the cathay, abit pricy but I like it =)

Here are some pictures to share..
My anniversary present from him




















We're together for a year, dear!




















My new bag =)





















I'm a happy girl~~ 9:10 PM

My brother's wedding photos =) click on the picture to access

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